Sunday night

Wafak! Igwa pa palan nangyari kang Sunday Night!

Wafak!

Girl I'm gonna get you!

you know I need you in my world!

Wafak!

Ahahahahahahahaha!

Funny Sunday Night

okay, Sunday was our scheduled Group Growth... Whole day activity yun sa Park View Village. I discussed the proposed Code of By-Laws of the organization and facilitated the Bull Session. It turned out to be the best group growth ever! As in super nag enjoy ako considering na group growth lang siya and mayong rnr.

Yipee!

Now, after kan group growth, nag join ako kina Onin, Jhord, Nhel and Ron along with Jett sa Tara Padi's to drink the night out. Dai man dakul si ininom kan grupo. Naka two bottles lang nani sinda. While umiinom yung iba, Jett and I naman are eating our dinner na. Super gutom na din kasi kami. Then maagang umalis si Jett. Naging topin ng usapan namin? Well, its a boy thing. Natigil lang yun ng dumating si Cecil. Hehehehehe. Kakasupog man kaya. Pero may pasaway kaming kaibahan na talagang dai niya mapigilan na isingit man guiraray ang topic dawa yaon na si Cecil. Wafak!

Mga 9:30 in the evening, diretso kami sa Bolofers to met up with Kay, Pits and Mute. Kaso pag abot mi duman, mayo pa sinda. So we decided to eat na lang then nung paalis na kami, saka naman dumating yung tatlo. Well, sorry guys, sleepy na ako eh! Hehehehehehe!

So yun, urulian na. Sakay ako tryke then maturog na kuta ako kaya lang nagutom ulit ako so yun, balik na naman ako ning centro, bakal ning food sa Biggs. Pabalik na ako kan biglang may humablot ng Phone ko. Wafak!

Snatcher! Lufet! Dalagan si snatcher ay. Taz nagsalingoy sako. Para siguro ngiritan ako! KAso, pag salingoy niya, garu familliar ang fez niya! Wafak! Bistado ko si Snatcher! Ahahahahahahaha! Siya man, nabisto garu ako kaya nag pundo mag dalagan. And guess what kung ano ginibo niya after.

Hahahahahaha. . . Nag lakaw siya pabalik sako and tinao ulit sako si cp ko sabay sabing pasensya na daa ta dai niya nabisto si titirahon niya. Ahahahahahahaha! Sinapuyo ko na lang siya taz sinabihan na sala si dinali niya!

Well, I know nag wowonder kamu kung tano binalik pa sako si CP ko. First thing, snatcher po talaga siya. And kaya ko siya bisto kasi ang tambayan niya sa Market, teritoryo ko. Ang mga "boss" niya or should we say mga tunay na tirador kan Naga when it comes to Snatching and robbery eh bisto ko. So kung idadagos pa niya si pag snatch lan cp ko, well, aram na niya na may paglalagyan siya!

Naman!

One Stop Comment sa Blog ni JFY

I really need to comment sa mga blog ni JFY. Hehehehehe.

So here goes nothing:

1. BLOGSPOT.
-Well, I think you already know your way in blogspot kasi nakita ko may mga improvements na ang way of posting mo. Sure ako, you have a good teacher. LOLZ.

2. ive tried but im tired
-Hmmm. . . Garu bisto ko ang naggibo kayan ha. . . Disappointment and title dapat kayan. . .

3. My dying quest for liberty
-It only shows na you really want to be independent. Hayz!

4. Iris Analysis
-Nyay! Kailangan pa ba talagang i-analyze yan?! Aray ko, tinamaan lugod ako! Waaaaaaaaaaaa...

5. Trapped
- Ay iyo na ini ang sinasabi ko... Let me quote some words/phrase/paragraph na gusto ko bigyan ng comment.

Okay, here it goes.

"I would like to believe that I'm in love."
You would like to believe that you're in love. Bakit, hindi ka ba naniniwala sa sarili mo na inlove ka? Baka confused ka.

"With someone I don't know and who didn't figure in my plans at all."
Too bad, she did't figure in your plans. Well, that love eh. Minsan, dumadating na lang talaga yan ng hindi inaasahan. And when it strikes, it caught us empty handed and not ready for battle. In the end, we find ourselves losing the battle and just surrender to the enemy. Sigh.

"All these years of self-control, of denying love, have had exactly the opposite result:"
No need to deny love of existence. Cause life without loving is not life at all. Minsan, falling in love makes our life more spicy. Hehehehe.

"I have let myself be swept away by the first person to treat me a little differently."
So, she treats you differently. In what way naman kaya yun??

"that way, I can lose her without having to blame myself for another missed opportunity."
Parang wala kang balak na sabihin ang feelings mo sa kanya ha. Tsk.

6. Break
-Now you're talking! Congratulations! At long last, naisipan mo din na magpahinga from work. Nasabi kasi sa akin ni Jaja na masyado mo naman daw yata sineryoso ang work na yan. Are you trying to prove something ba? If you do, then its not the right way to prove it. You can't deny yourself with some liberty to enjoy life. Live life bro. Life is too short. [Ahem! Makes me want to sing! :D]

7. Confessions
-DIto ako masisiraan ng ulo! Shame! In the first paragraph, you recognize that you're in love. But doesn't want to express it. Ayaw mo ipakita o sabihin na in love ka. Cause you're afraid to hurt someone and to be hurt. Takot ka bang masaktan yung taong mahal mo o takot kang may masaktan pag minahal mo siya? I respect your fear of being hurt, but being hurt is part of falling in love. Its part of the risk we take when we fall in love. How can you totally say that you love her if you won't feel the pain?

You know her true love? But why need to ask it again? Correct me if I'm wrong pero ang paka intindi ko sa second stanza ng poem mo is alam mo na may mahal siyang iba but you're hoping na mahal ka din niya. Is that what you're trying to say? And now, you're just waiting for her to recognize the same feeling towards you.

Hayz.

8. A simple poem for an ANGEL like you
I have a few questions.
a. Bakit naka capitalize ang word na ANGEL?

b. Nasabihan mo na ba talaga siya ng I Love You?

c. For you to think I'm Kind? Nag papakitang tao ka lang ba when you're being nice to her?

d. Don't ask her if you really love her. Go ask yourself kasi ikaw naman yung nakakadama ng feeling na yan. For all we know, hindi pa talaga alam nung tao na mahal mo na siya. TSk! [This is not a question. Ahehehehehehe.]

e. You love her for real? As in? Pano mo nasabi na love mo na talaga? And pano mo nasabi na Love na talaga yang nararamdaman mo and hindi infatuation lang? Hmmmmmm.

9. A Song from my heart
-Love ko din ang song na ito. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

10. The return of the Iris
-IRIS na naman?!?!?!?! maganda ang song! Pero hindi ang Title! Shame!
[Bitter ba yan? Wahahahahahahahaha!]

11. Untitled 1
- How sweet. May pa "from my time and beyond" ka pang nalalaman jan! pinaikli mo na lang sana, you're life!

12. You
- Mukhang inspired ka talaga masyado ha. Do I know this lucky girl? If I do, then does she knows already? If I don't know her, is she worthy for your love? Or should I say, are they worth loving?

Hay naku JFY, napansin ko sa mga post mo na in love ka nga. But hey, I'm not saying na in love ka na talaga, im just using the phrase kasi yun ang pinaka malapit na phrase to describe sa kung ano man yang nararamdaman mo. Cause for all we know, baka infatuation lang yan. Basta JFY, you know yourself. Alam mo kung in love ka na o hindi pa. But please, when you fall in love, try not to hurt the other persons feeling ha. Be fair. Trust me. I know how it feels to be betrayed and to be unfair.

Yan lang muna.

Take care.

And for sure, may kinikilig jan! You know who you are brad! Wafak!

First Love

My favorite McDo Commercial! Yahoooo!

LET ME BE THE ONE

I've been listening to this song and something hits me. There's a line in this song saying: "LET ME BE THE ONE TO BREAK IT UP SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO MAKE EXCUSES"

Hmmmmm... Made me think, its always me asking for a break-up when I feel that the relationship isn't working anymore. At first I just thought that I'm only making this one just to save the friendship we might have after the break-up.

But after hearing, and fully understanding the song, I realized that it was not what I really meant with it. I'm making the first move for a break up so that I wont be hurt. So that my pride and and feelings won't get hurt. I want to recover fast and be able to move on in just a short span of time. Because of its her that would make the move for break-up, definitely it would be hard for me to accept that the relationship has come to its end. If she would give me the reasons [excuses] why she wants to break-up with me, I might not accept it and might insist to try working things out.

SO it turned out that I'm just trying to protect my pride and feelings to be hurt and my mind for the headaches thinking what I did wrong.

Sigh!

PATHETIC!

Heart on fire

“I’m in love and always will be!”

I have never been in love for at least, I used to think so. I though that being in love meant that the feeling that makes you want to get up every morning and sing at the top of your lungs or the proverbial butterflies fleeting like mud at the pit of your stomach or that tingling sensation that spreads a shower of warmth all the way down to your toes.

Like every other person on the planet, I was locked in that mindset and thought that I could only be in love with a special someone who could make me feel this way and more but as I grew, I realized that there was more to that feeling that what everybody thought.

Being in love can mean many things. It doesn’t have to be exclusively romantic. Love can come in all forms even those we can’t even concretely understand. It not just about “happily ever afters” and “fireworks.” The pain, the rejection, despair and disappointments are very much part of it. They actually make being in love so real and special

Some of us might have spent lifetimes and chasing rainbows, searching for the greatest romance ever known to people, when it seemingly little things around us that evoke that special feeling.

Maybe there won’t be butterflies, or tingles or that “KILIG” feeling all the time but you know from the soul, flesh and core of your innermost being that it is something inexplicably wonderful and extraordinary that you would feel incredibly glad that you’re alive.

Twenty-one years of my life had passed, but it is only now that I have the courage to admit to myself how truly in love I am and always have been. It is real that it feels like heaven when love come in. the feeling of no rhyme or no reason could ever define.

And yes, I’m in love. I am in love with my family though I may not be very expressive at times. I am in love with my friends – old, new, lost or forgotten. I am in love with my special someone out there, whether she is part of my past or the once-in-a-lifetime yet to come. I am in love with the face I see everyday, with the smiles that prove that life is worth living.

I am in love with sadness, grief, loneliness, anger, pain, fear – all those emotions that make life’s joys even more precious. I am in love with Him who has graced me with the gift of love and loving and who shares His blessings with all that exists in this world. And I am in love with myself, with my own unique ability to express love in infinite ways in spite of my imperfections and limitations.

I am in love with love, with life, with living. This is my greatest testimonial on being in love. No matter how many times I may deny or ignore it, being in love will always be the greatest experience that life can give to me and to everyone else.

At the risk of inciting philosophy teachers to war, I believe Descartes was wrong. I am not because I think, I am in love because I love. . . and I can be even more, because I am loved in return

So I am in love as long as love always beacons unto me and that is how my heart is when it is on fire.

TIME TO LET GO

TIME TO LET GO
I don't see the smile you used to give to me
I don't see the same look in your eyes
I don't know why it's happening to us
I'm loosing you forever so fast

It's hard to keep the pieces of a broken heart
and there's no ending, there's no brand new start
maybe I just have to face the truth
I'm loosing you and there's nothing I can do

Chorus:
maybe it's time to let go (It is now time to let go)
it's time to move on
it is the time to forget what we have shared
I just have to learn gettin' over all the days
(Is it easy for you gettin' over all the days)
we used to say
I Love You...ooohhh
I Love You

Tomorrow is a lonely day that I must face
to try and get back on my feet would be a waste
for how can i truly live without your love
a life without you is not a life at all

Bridge:
There are many questions (many questions)
left in my mind
I can't find the answer (Why, O, Why)
But I know It is true
It is time to let go

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Yey! New Year na! Welcome 2009!

Hope that this year will bring me good luck and a healthy body. Hope that everything will become alright not just for me but also to my love ones.

Sigh! New Year, by the way, means on thing: 36 days before I age! Argh! I'm turning a year older again!

It seems that I can't stop that one since it’s a process and it’s a must! Well, its okay! At least I can deceive them with my looks! Ahahahahahaha!

NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION

Hmmmm. I'm not fond of making any New Years Resolution 'cause I'm freaking sure that I won't be able to do it anyways. But here's a try. And lets just hope for the best that I'll be able to fulfill this resolution. As to how long? Nobody knows! Okay, so someone knows! UP THERE!

Here's my list. Its not in order of priority.

1. Continue to avoid Marl!

2. DO save, DON'T spend. Try to minimize the expenses. Especially to those luxurious and nonsense things!

3. Try to restrain your temper. Don't be so Hot-Tempered. Try to relax in every situation.

4. Stop making someone's lives miserable.

5. Make a lot of people happy! One smile to each people you know would be enough. :D

6. Make friends, not enemies! [This would take a lot of guts to do! But nonetheless, TRY!]

I think that’s it for now. I'll just update this entry if I'm able to think of one!

NEW YEAR’S WISH

Whoa! This I'm excited to write! Ahahahahahaha! My New Years wish and my Target for this year!

1. Have a JOB! So that I'll be able to earn my OWN money from now on. Trying to insinuate something? Tsuk! ~_~;

2. Have my own DigiCam! I love to have one, just for the pleasure of taking pictures and memories!;

3. Have my own Actual Image, if not the actual, then at least something near to it, of the Divino Rostro hanging in my room;

4. A new Mobile Phone, if possible, a touch screen phone;

5. Have an inspiration! . . . Corny! :P;

6. Have Liit for the whole year and the years to come;

7. Good health for me and my loved ones;

8. Have a new laptop(again?);

9. Hope that I’ll be able to fulfill at least 80% of my New Years Resolution;

10. Hope that at least 80% of my wish would come true; and lastly

11. PEACE ON EARTH! ~_~

Ooops! May number 12 pa palan.

12. SANA TUMABA NA AKO!

ROFLOL