Its past 2:00 in the morning. . . Hindi na ako dinadalaw ng antok. . . Masarap na sana yung tulog ko last night pero ginising ako ni Jastine kanikanina lang. . . Nagising ko din ata siya kasi sabi niya, umiiyak daw ako. . . Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa. . . Nung tigcheck ko fez ko, waaaaaaaaaaaaa. . . Umiyak nga kasi may mga luha pa eyes koh!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Inis, bakit kaya? HIndi ko maalala kung ano yung naging panaginip ko. . . Siguro kasi umiiyak din ako dun. . . But then, maybe because sa sobra ko lang kakaisip about this day. . .
Today is 18th of March already. . . Birthday ngayon ni Jem. . . waaaaaaaaaaaaa. . . Kainis!
Nwei, ayoko ko magpaka senti muna. . . Later na lang! ahahahahahahaha!
Jem! Happy Birthday. . . Mwah!
Love you shoti!
tsup. . . tsup. . . tsup. . .
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Latest as of March 12, 2009
Hehehehehe. . . medyo madami na rin ang nagrereact sa akin ngayon kasi hindi na daw ako nagtitext nor nag oonline. . . Hahahahahahaha!
Simple lang ang sagot ko jan, nagaayuno po ako! As much as possible, limited lang dapat ang time na gugugulin ko sa texting and internet. . .
My plan back then, if you've read my previous entry, hindi ako gagamit ng cellphone [meaning magtitext] until the end of the Lenten Season unless emergency lang or kailangan lang talaga. . .
As for surfing the web, every wednesday, friday and sunday lang ako hind puwede mag internet while the rest of the days eh puwede ko itong gamitin. . . BUt then again, i decided na gawin ko na din ito for the whole lenten season. . . I mean, magaayuno rin lang ako sa tech stuffs, then sagarin ko na. . . so right now, once or twice a week lang ako nagoonline and its good for thirty minutes only. . . ahahahahahahahahaha! Saya noh?
So, ano ang pinagkakaabalahan ko while no internet and cellphone for me? Well, gumawa ako ng bagong story! ahahahahahaha! title, SENIOR YEARS. . . Naka 32 chapters na ako, 280 pages all in all and I'm in my last three to four chapters. . .
I'll be posting the story here para naman mabasa ninyo! jejejejejeje!
Well, yun lang. . . Just want to report. . .
Simple lang ang sagot ko jan, nagaayuno po ako! As much as possible, limited lang dapat ang time na gugugulin ko sa texting and internet. . .
My plan back then, if you've read my previous entry, hindi ako gagamit ng cellphone [meaning magtitext] until the end of the Lenten Season unless emergency lang or kailangan lang talaga. . .
As for surfing the web, every wednesday, friday and sunday lang ako hind puwede mag internet while the rest of the days eh puwede ko itong gamitin. . . BUt then again, i decided na gawin ko na din ito for the whole lenten season. . . I mean, magaayuno rin lang ako sa tech stuffs, then sagarin ko na. . . so right now, once or twice a week lang ako nagoonline and its good for thirty minutes only. . . ahahahahahahahahaha! Saya noh?
So, ano ang pinagkakaabalahan ko while no internet and cellphone for me? Well, gumawa ako ng bagong story! ahahahahahaha! title, SENIOR YEARS. . . Naka 32 chapters na ako, 280 pages all in all and I'm in my last three to four chapters. . .
I'll be posting the story here para naman mabasa ninyo! jejejejejeje!
Well, yun lang. . . Just want to report. . .
Friday, March 6, 2009
NO text and internet
Whoa! Some Bishops from Italy issued an order asking every catholics to, at least, just this Lenten Season, to refrain from using the world wide web, iPod and computer gaming for 24/7, and text messaging during Fridays.
Whoa, is that for real???
I don't know if I can follow that order. . But I'll try with the text messaging thing. . . But, can I make a bargain? Hehehehehehe. . .
NO text messaging for me 24/7 during the Lenten Season. Yup, but of course, in case of emergency or those messages that needs urgent replies.
As for the iPod, well, I dont have an iPod, so I agree for 24/7 ban for iPod. . . Hahahahahaha! Make it whole year round! Hahahahahahahahaha!
Now, for the world wide web. . . Ahm, I want to make a bargain out of this. . . NO WWW during Wednesday, Friday and Sunday. . . So at least I still have 4 days for me to check my accounts. . . :D
So, I guess, evrything's in order now!
I know its a challenge for me, a big one actually. But I can cope up with it. After all, whats a few weeks of no SMS and Internet.
How about you? Are you up to it?
Would you take the challege?
Comments are welcome.
:D
Whoa, is that for real???
I don't know if I can follow that order. . But I'll try with the text messaging thing. . . But, can I make a bargain? Hehehehehehe. . .
NO text messaging for me 24/7 during the Lenten Season. Yup, but of course, in case of emergency or those messages that needs urgent replies.
As for the iPod, well, I dont have an iPod, so I agree for 24/7 ban for iPod. . . Hahahahahaha! Make it whole year round! Hahahahahahahahaha!
Now, for the world wide web. . . Ahm, I want to make a bargain out of this. . . NO WWW during Wednesday, Friday and Sunday. . . So at least I still have 4 days for me to check my accounts. . . :D
So, I guess, evrything's in order now!
I know its a challenge for me, a big one actually. But I can cope up with it. After all, whats a few weeks of no SMS and Internet.
How about you? Are you up to it?
Would you take the challege?
Comments are welcome.
:D
Preparacion para la Semana Santa 2009
Wew! I've been so busy these past few days. . .
And route ko these days is Naga-Daet, and vice versa. Super nakakapagod nga eh! Pero oka lang, at least kaunti lang ang mga task ko this year.
So far, ini ang mga achievements ko! Weeeeeeeeeeee. . .
Ang mga music na gagamitin sa Miercoles Santo, Viernes Santo and Domingo de Resurreccion. . . Uya. . .
This one's my option for the Easter Procession right after the Salubong. . .
On the other hand, this ones the traditional March for the de la Aurora in Spain. . . Thanks to Tito Antonio for giving me this music. . . We'll be using this right after the traditional salubong. . .
But, before the Easter Procession, Wednesday Procession muna. . . And ito ang papatugtugin ng band. . .
or
Now, I still have to go to Paete, Laguna para palinisan ang crown. . . Then, I need to visit the maker of replicas dito sa Naga. . . Papalinisan kasi namin ang face ni Nanay. . . For restoration, ika nga. . .
Then, I already called Tiya Cely for the Flowers. . . Ang inorder namin was:
1. 12 Bags of Aster
2. 15 dz of White Rose
3. 20 Bags of White Malaysian Mums
I still have to ask Anti Lilia about the candles. . . I need kasi:
1. 4 pcs (5ft)
2. 6 pcs (4.5ft)
3. 8 pcs (4ft)
4. 10 pcs (3.5ft)
5. 12 pcs (3ft)
6. 14 pcs (2.5)
[All white colors, 2 inches diameter]
Then ang altar, weeeeeeeeeee. . . may altar na si Nanay!
O diba, bongga! weeeeeeeeeeeee!
Nwei, I'll update you guys soon sa mga bago. . . :D
And route ko these days is Naga-Daet, and vice versa. Super nakakapagod nga eh! Pero oka lang, at least kaunti lang ang mga task ko this year.
So far, ini ang mga achievements ko! Weeeeeeeeeeee. . .
Ang mga music na gagamitin sa Miercoles Santo, Viernes Santo and Domingo de Resurreccion. . . Uya. . .
This one's my option for the Easter Procession right after the Salubong. . .
On the other hand, this ones the traditional March for the de la Aurora in Spain. . . Thanks to Tito Antonio for giving me this music. . . We'll be using this right after the traditional salubong. . .
But, before the Easter Procession, Wednesday Procession muna. . . And ito ang papatugtugin ng band. . .
or
Now, I still have to go to Paete, Laguna para palinisan ang crown. . . Then, I need to visit the maker of replicas dito sa Naga. . . Papalinisan kasi namin ang face ni Nanay. . . For restoration, ika nga. . .
Then, I already called Tiya Cely for the Flowers. . . Ang inorder namin was:
1. 12 Bags of Aster
2. 15 dz of White Rose
3. 20 Bags of White Malaysian Mums
I still have to ask Anti Lilia about the candles. . . I need kasi:
1. 4 pcs (5ft)
2. 6 pcs (4.5ft)
3. 8 pcs (4ft)
4. 10 pcs (3.5ft)
5. 12 pcs (3ft)
6. 14 pcs (2.5)
[All white colors, 2 inches diameter]
Then ang altar, weeeeeeeeeee. . . may altar na si Nanay!
O diba, bongga! weeeeeeeeeeeee!
Nwei, I'll update you guys soon sa mga bago. . . :D
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Failure of Election
Weeeeeee. . . Nagka failure of election sa College of Law. . .
44% lang ang nag vote. . . 6% plus 1 vote lang ang kulang! Waaaaaaaaa! And guess the actual number of votes needed for that 6% plus 1. Weeeeeeeeeeeeee. . . 9 people man lang!
Ahahahahahahahahaha. . .
Si isay daw yang lintek na 9 people yan?!?! Garu habung pakaputon nin office sina Ate Julz, Majune, Jay and PJ! Grrrrrrrrrr! Hala, baka saru na duman si Tinkerbell! Weeeeeeeeeeee! Baka man lang. . .
Nwei, congratz sa Bugkos party! Yup, Bugkos man po guiraray ako dawa YLAW party ang College of Law and sina Ate Julie. . . Sabi ko nani sa Campaign Manager kan Bugkos kan nakaulay ko, sa Papel lang kami Ylaw, pero kung sa partido, Bugkos man guiraray ako. Though may mga katarantaduhan ang Bugkos (Aminin! Hmpft!), still, igdi ako nagpuon so digdi ko tatapuson! Jejejejejejejejeje!
Prexy - Sheena Pagsuyuin
Vice Prexy - Ms. Sabdao (She's my choice dawa YLAW siya!)
Gov: ONIN lang ang sasbihon ko! Go Onin, congratz! Sa ibang peers, na nanggana. . . Kina Jhoy, Jiji and Angelica, okay lang yan! Sabihan na lang nindo si Onin na ibali kamu sa mga Committee's niya! Jejejejejejejejeje!
Nadia, goodluck! (she's running for Vice Governor sa College of Nursing! Yup, Failure of Election din sa Nursing Dept! Wahahahahahahahahaha!)
Nice!
44% lang ang nag vote. . . 6% plus 1 vote lang ang kulang! Waaaaaaaaa! And guess the actual number of votes needed for that 6% plus 1. Weeeeeeeeeeeeee. . . 9 people man lang!
Ahahahahahahahahaha. . .
Si isay daw yang lintek na 9 people yan?!?! Garu habung pakaputon nin office sina Ate Julz, Majune, Jay and PJ! Grrrrrrrrrr! Hala, baka saru na duman si Tinkerbell! Weeeeeeeeeeee! Baka man lang. . .
Nwei, congratz sa Bugkos party! Yup, Bugkos man po guiraray ako dawa YLAW party ang College of Law and sina Ate Julie. . . Sabi ko nani sa Campaign Manager kan Bugkos kan nakaulay ko, sa Papel lang kami Ylaw, pero kung sa partido, Bugkos man guiraray ako. Though may mga katarantaduhan ang Bugkos (Aminin! Hmpft!), still, igdi ako nagpuon so digdi ko tatapuson! Jejejejejejejejeje!
Prexy - Sheena Pagsuyuin
Vice Prexy - Ms. Sabdao (She's my choice dawa YLAW siya!)
Gov: ONIN lang ang sasbihon ko! Go Onin, congratz! Sa ibang peers, na nanggana. . . Kina Jhoy, Jiji and Angelica, okay lang yan! Sabihan na lang nindo si Onin na ibali kamu sa mga Committee's niya! Jejejejejejejejeje!
Nadia, goodluck! (she's running for Vice Governor sa College of Nursing! Yup, Failure of Election din sa Nursing Dept! Wahahahahahahahahaha!)
Nice!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
The Art of Letting Go
Now, I think every one's ready to let go.
Putting every pictures, the memories to our tears. Holding to them till we're blind just to keep our hope alive. Hoping that we'll be able to keep him here. But once we believe in a love that would last forever more, how can we possibly forget it and leave it in a drawer?
We've been trying to say that it's all over, saying our good bye's. But every time were about to say it, it feels so hard and can't even voice it out. Because we believe that he's still here and we can't just simply set him free. So our best way to deal with this is to hold to what we wanted most, and that is to be with him. But who knows, someday, we'll all be friends forever more. And hope that we could open that door of friendship. It just so happened that he was the first one to leave.
But here's the hardest part of it all. We have to unchain our heart that keeps holding on. Cause we can't stand the idea of watching the love and friendship fade. We have nothing left to do but to try to make it through the pain of one more day without him. Cause the hardest part of all of this, is that we really don't know how to start our lives without him. I guess, we all should learn. Try to learn. Learn the art of letting go.
To Jae Fen, may you find eternal peace now.
Love in the past never changes
"Love in the past never changes.
Because it remains in the heart, forever."
Because it remains in the heart, forever."
I really didn't get this quote until now. Love in the past, so does it mean your Ex? Never changes, really? It never change? But I thought that once you already moved on now, the feeling, or in this case, the love, will eventually change! It remains in the heart, forever, how can it possibly be left in the heart forever if you already moved on? Found a new love?
Confusing?
Well, I bet it is. So, here's my REAL point. Actually, I bet the LOVE being referred to here was not the previous love. Its not the persona, but rather the feeling it self.
Love, as we all know is the state of caring and giving importance to one person. Once you cared for one person, no matter how intense your anger or personal grudge against the person, you can still feel, even a little, pity or concern about the person. We can say that "I don't care" but the true feeling can never be hidden. You will still feel sorry for that person.
Past love never changes, because once you love, it will always be called love no matter how we change it. For if it changes, then its not LOVE at all.
Tell me, had you really fallen for that person? You hate that person? You hate that person because he/she hurts you? Caused you pain? Tears? If you do, then why do you feel such way? Because you love that person, right? So its LOVE. And because of that love, you're hurt. But Love, though painful, remains to be love. So it never did change.
Love in the past never change for it remains in our heart.
Got the point?
[Actually, I think this post was purely nonsense! Hahahahahahaha!]
Confusing?
Well, I bet it is. So, here's my REAL point. Actually, I bet the LOVE being referred to here was not the previous love. Its not the persona, but rather the feeling it self.
Love, as we all know is the state of caring and giving importance to one person. Once you cared for one person, no matter how intense your anger or personal grudge against the person, you can still feel, even a little, pity or concern about the person. We can say that "I don't care" but the true feeling can never be hidden. You will still feel sorry for that person.
Past love never changes, because once you love, it will always be called love no matter how we change it. For if it changes, then its not LOVE at all.
Tell me, had you really fallen for that person? You hate that person? You hate that person because he/she hurts you? Caused you pain? Tears? If you do, then why do you feel such way? Because you love that person, right? So its LOVE. And because of that love, you're hurt. But Love, though painful, remains to be love. So it never did change.
Love in the past never change for it remains in our heart.
Got the point?
[Actually, I think this post was purely nonsense! Hahahahahahaha!]
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
The Logbook
Dai ko talaga mapugulan sadiri ko na dai mag hibi. Mahiling ko lang si picture ni Shoti, napapahibi na ako. Dagdagan mo pa kan favorite song niya, shit! What a combination!
Si mga pictures niya. Argh!
Maugmahon siya. Mayo iniisip na problema. Alive. So Jae Fen Yoon.
But who would think na arug kadto mangyayari sa iya.
Sabi ko kadto, dai na ako mamumundo sa pagkawara niya, pero sa mga oras na ini, dai ko maiwasan. Dagdag mo pa si nakakawindang na picture na pinahiling sako ni bunso. As in garu talaga si Shoti!
Guys, if you want to know more about my Shoti, then check this blog:
Si mga pictures niya. Argh!
Maugmahon siya. Mayo iniisip na problema. Alive. So Jae Fen Yoon.
But who would think na arug kadto mangyayari sa iya.
Sabi ko kadto, dai na ako mamumundo sa pagkawara niya, pero sa mga oras na ini, dai ko maiwasan. Dagdag mo pa si nakakawindang na picture na pinahiling sako ni bunso. As in garu talaga si Shoti!
Guys, if you want to know more about my Shoti, then check this blog:
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